Life has its ups and downs. We've all lived it, a few days where nothing can go wrong, then a week of "blah." Maybe there were a few months of horrible then a scattered sprinkling of hopeful possibilities. Of course the moments that we deem worthy of sharing of the good ones, the great ones for those of us that don't share as often. I may choose not to share online every time I have a bill to pay and I'm not sure where the money will come from or every time I have a low-grade fever. The big lows we may share, being in the hospital, a car accident, etc. But does that make them more worthy in our life?
A full life is not made of Facebookable moments, but rather of life in all its glory. We need those highlights, those marking moments to keep on our horizon to keep us from getting sea sick during life's normal ups and downs. Maybe you've had less of those "amazing" moments, that doesn't mean you lived any less. Soak in those ridiculously simple moments, bask in the glory of your trip to the grocery store or feel as bored as the moment demands.
What makes you feel alive? I've come to realize that life, much like love, is a choice and not merely an emotion. Oh yes, there is emotion involved. But you love because you choose to love. And likewise we keep living even when sometime the emotion of "feeling alive" isn't present. Sometimes living is an act of faith, faith that things will get better, that the flat moments will somehow lead to new highs, that the low moments will once again be followed by the slow climb up.
Sometimes our only hope is to hold on tight to the life we have, stay in the car and hope that's enough.
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